These few days I haven't write here, because I haven't anything special to tell about.

But lets see what have happened.
Yesterday, I ordered Mötley Crüe's The Dirt book after like one month for looking at it, in english version; finally I found it.

And yesterday Gerard Way's The Umbrella Academy book. It was long waiting it, but it was worth it. I were wondering while reading it, that what if this is not good? Sure I've known that Gerard is good with lyrics, but with comics? I was so amazed about that it was interesting and good.
I can't wait for another the umbrella academy book. I really, really like the book, and the way those charters were drawn was absolutely amazing!

Well, that's enough for the book.

Uuurm...

Oh, yes.
I clean a bit here while ago, and little later I clean more =)

And I can't wait for Ruisrock.... ;)

xoxo

I were shopping with my mum <3

Soo, I were shopping wiht my mum today in Turku...
We bought for new coffee maker, jeans, long sleeve, underwears and dvd; Saw V and I also bought for me new lip piercing for me. Horshoe with spikes ^^'

I actually payed only the dvd, underwears and the dvd. My mum,obviously, pay the others...
After the shopping we went to Rosso to eat some pizza ( I ordered the pizza ) and my mum ordered potatoes and steak...
And ofcourse we took dessert... ; ) I took espresso coffee with ice cream and my mum took chocolate cake with buckthorn sauce, but my mum said that she think it was buckthorn marmelade.... but whatever...

After we were done we came back to my town and went to grocery shop to buy a little food for tomorrow and some stuff for the bread what we're making actually now... Well I made the dough, and my mum is gonna make rest of the bread so, I decide to come here to tell what've happened today : )

Oh and my mum also bought for her some new make-ups....

Well, I think this is enough for today...

P.S. Mister X haven't been in IRC-Galleria, so I have to wait until he goes there -.-'
God I hate this waitin',
but yeah I go now, I think I help my mum a little...

bitches

SÄÄNNÖT:
1. Laita musiikki soimaan ja satunnaissoitolle.
2. Jokaisen kysymyksen kohdalla paina seuraava kappale vastauksen saamiseksi.
3. Kirjoita laulun nimi kysymyksen vastaukseksi, vaikka se olisi mitä.
4. Jaa tämä 20 ystäväsi kanssa!

1. Jos joku kysyy 'onko se okei' sinä sanot?
- suite-pee

2. Mikä kuvaisi parhaiten persoonallisuuttasi?
- you sound like you're sick

3. Mistä pidät miehessä tai naisessa?
- dammit

4. Miltä tuntuu tänään?
- parempaa aikaa

5. Mikä on elämäsi tarkoitus?
- reebok commercial

6. Mikä on mottosi?
- when I'm gone

7. Mitä ystäväsi ajattelevat sinusta?
- the swim

8. Mitä ajattelet usein?
- this is how I disappear

9. Mitä ajattelet parhaasta ystävästäsi?
- the rock show

10. Mitä ajattelet henkilöstä, josta pidät?
- pathetic

11. Mikä on elämäntarinasi?
- pusshin prin

12. Mitä haluat olla isona?
- [dis]

13. Mitä ajattelet kun näet ihmisen, josta pidät?
- greenvalley '99

14. Mitä vanhempasi ajattelevat sinusta?
- prelude 12/21

15. Miltä sinusta tuntuu hautajaisissasi?
- prisoner of today

16. Mitä häissäsi soitetaan?
- all in the name of

17. Mikä on harrastuksesi tai mielenkiinnon kohde?
- space monkey punks from japan

18. Mikä on suurin pelkosi?
- silver

19. Mikä on suurin salaisuutesi?
- no more

20. Mitä ajattelet ystävistäsi?
- tv

21. Millä nimellä otsikoit tämän?
- bitches

Saturday, I'm going to Turku with my mum, and then I'm gonna buy long sleeve or hoodie and jeans...
YEY, and now my friend Jenna could be proud of me that I'm gonna buy J-E-A-N-S !
She gave me her jeans, 'casue they were too big for her, so thanks again.. : )

but now I keep continue listening Mötley crüe...

Confused...

Yet I can't believe that MSI is coming Finland, and I'm gonna see them...
It's just so amazing!! I...I.. I don't know what to say or do...

My first reaction when read that they're coming here was that I start to cry, and then I start to scream... And after screaming I called my mum to say " Hey you know what? " and she didn't want to guess, so I just simply told her that MSI is coming in Ruisrock and I have to go there... And she just said " well you can go there " and then again I scream.

I hope to see MCR sometime too... : )

o.Ô

MY GOD!

I cleaned my kitchen... WOW, and that's alot from me, 'cause I hate cleaning.
And my mum says that I have been very industrious today...
Guess she's proud of me that I've been cleaning over here.
Or at least she should be, 'cuase I'm very proud of myself

Go me Go!

Damn, I so proud of myself!

I just wash my dishes, and while ago, I wash my dark grey pants, which legs are some " holes " like where you could put your pencils, and little under pocket there's a pocket for an mobile phone i guess... Or it seems it is, but whatever, it's a pocekt too....

And now... I think I just surf aroud the Net and maybe watch some tv; maybe.

But now, I go again...

hmh

My day is ruined again...

The woman from that Kisällikellari place send me a text message that she have taken for me time to see occupational health care's woman for the check and after taht I've to go to the Kisällikellari. And she also put there that hope I answer for her pretty soon 'cause if the time doesn't suit for me she could change it.
But hah, guess what I planned to do? I won't answer for her message, and I won't answer for her if she calls me, because I'm " sleeping ".
And I text that for my mum and told her that I won't answer for anyone else but for her * i mean my mum * 'cause I'm sleeping... So HA !

Peoplse should got to use to that I won't answer always or pick up the phone always if their calling for me. And they just have to accept that I'm not going to Kisällikellari. I already told that for the women who text me.

OH CRAP! now that social shit woman called me... HAHAH, but I didn't answer for her...
they have to thought that I AM SLEEPING...
God, hope their not coming behind my door! well that's their problem, 'cause I'm not open it 'cause I'm not waiting anyone.

Oh, and I really thought that they understand that if I said that I don't want to go there, and I expect that they wont force me to go there.... duh, their fucking adults!

And they're forcing me to go there, I mean Kisällikellari, only because I do have to be something nice to do for days. Well, I sure do by my own make something nice to do for days in here...
It just... Well honestly, I don't know what it is.

Maybe it's just this flat where am I living; all those things what ave had happen in here and... This whole city, I just want to move out of here.
Well guess Turku is better than nothing, but I'm not so sure do I want to move Turku neither.
I mean I've said that I want to move out of Turku, somewhere far way from Turku..
Well maybe not litrally far away, but far away... Like Helsinki or Tampere... Those sounds pretty far away from Turku, and maybe there I could start a whole new life.

Well maybe not a whole new life, but new life... Make some friends and that kind of things, you know.
And honestly I don't have much friends in here, well sure I have Jenna here,
but I don't see her like every week or every weekends... She don't have enough money or so....

But surely I could figure out something nice to do in here, that's not a problem at all...
I have even clean in here, and I hate cleaning real bad, but I did it!
But, I don't know do there have to be but's or well's or so's, it just comes automaticlly...

I was suppose to go in IRC-Galleria to write this same text in my diary, but it doesn't work again... -.-'
Ugh, I think I go again to do something clever...

I suppose to go thursday to Kisällikellari here in Lieto, but yet again; I don't want to.
I just talk about it with my mum, and I told her that I'm 18 and I suppose to make my own decisions on my own.
And no-one should told me what I'm suppose to do now or then and then.

Like an example my shrink, told me that I do have an something nice to do in my days. And now I'm thinking about that, and I could say I could find something to do.
Like, cleaning here even it's not dirty in here, or go out for walk or something.
I mean, I didn't go to bed while ago when I came back home from srhink. And yet again that's a good thing for me.
I've been for now about an week awake like a normal person should.
Yesterday I even wash my dishes, and just put things in order and maybe today I'll do it again ; )

But for now I've to go now... too much to talkin' and sort out of my things now...

finally satisfied...

I was makfing some food for me; spaghetti and brown sauce with minced meat.
And I could say I'm finally satisfied for the sauce I made... It's almost like my mum's, but yet as good as my mum's. She'd be proud of me, when I tell her that I finally made brown sauce with minced meat, and I myself like it. I mean, that's good for me, 'cause most of all, I'm not satisfied for anything I do so...
For now I could be happy about the food I made.

Oh, crap!

I have a shrink meeting tomorrow... Uugh, I hate to go there. I mean, is it suppose to help you when you meet shrin/psychologist or whatever u called them?
I could be deprssed, but not that stupid that I don't get that their suppose to help people, not to be so... bored in their fucking job! Oh, and I think she's better with kids than young.
And it's bothering me a lot that she doesn't seem to understand me what I'm saying to her.
I mean she's always asking the questiong " why? ".
Sure, it's their job, but she just seems so bored of her job and life and everything... Like she doesn' understand youngs at all.

Gosh that food was delicious...

Oh my mail come, so I guess I'll see u soon then!