Why can't I just fade away?

The pain is building up inside.
Don't know how long I can take it.
Don't know how long am I going to survive.
Why can't I just fade away-the pain will leave me; will fade away with me.
Can't handle the pain-not alone; need you to by my side.
Why haven't I talked to you earlier-why I waited too long?
What went wrong?
Can't think about anything else but her.


Can I talk to you? Can I trust you? Can I ask questions; can I take her? Can I just talk to you;and tell how I really feel? And tell how shit I feel?
Can we just already talk about this?-Now, when I'm ready to talk to.
I don't care if I cry nor not, I don't care if I don't have any faces in my face-Can I just tell you everything?


-Sparrow