angst...

I'm very pissed off again, of everything...
I just want to thorw this fucking computer out of my window
I WANNA jump out of the balcony,
and I'm gonna get playstation 2 !!
oh yeah baby oh yeah ! then I don't have to play with this shit pc.

Oh and about week or two my mum bring my iPod, which she buy for me, 'cause my mp3 player doesn't work, and I have to listen music in the bus with my fucking phone.
And I don't want to use the whole battery of it,
'cause what phone I'm gonna call for somebody when I'm walkin' home...?
Yeh, I have this obsession, to call for someone when I'm walkin' home,
I just can't go if I don't call for someone...

hmmmh, Oh and I'm going to Turku tomorrow with my friend, and I think it's the last day when I could use my buss card before it's not useable...
DAMN I hate my situation right now...

Why I can't just die, and be happy ?
Why MyChem just can't come here in Finland,
so I could be real happy ?

'Kay maybe I should stop thinkin things...
It just hurts, ya know...