I suppose to go thursday to Kisällikellari here in Lieto, but yet again; I don't want to.
I just talk about it with my mum, and I told her that I'm 18 and I suppose to make my own decisions on my own.
And no-one should told me what I'm suppose to do now or then and then.

Like an example my shrink, told me that I do have an something nice to do in my days. And now I'm thinking about that, and I could say I could find something to do.
Like, cleaning here even it's not dirty in here, or go out for walk or something.
I mean, I didn't go to bed while ago when I came back home from srhink. And yet again that's a good thing for me.
I've been for now about an week awake like a normal person should.
Yesterday I even wash my dishes, and just put things in order and maybe today I'll do it again ; )

But for now I've to go now... too much to talkin' and sort out of my things now...