The Old Friend is Coming Back

The old friend is coming back,

squeezing my throat.

I thought he's gone forever,

guess the same old shit won't be gone

Thought it's easy to handle,

but it never was.

Thought this would be as easy as always,

thought this is the same old shit,

but it wasn't

Before you know, I'm choking,

gasping the air, pulling hands

into fist

Why can't I just be the way I want to

Air's gonna end and I'm just gonna die,

finally though.

Can't stand the pain anymore,

still gasping the air, is this really me?

Before you know, I'm crying,

and everything hits on me again.

The old friend is coming back to me,

he won't let my mind alone,

he won't let me be alone.

He'll be there always,

he's been there as long as he came.

He never left me, he just shuts up,

for a long time,

he don't speak, only hurts,

only doing things to me,

hurting, choking only.

Before you know, I'm choking,

gasping the air, pulling my hands

into fist

Why can't I just be the way I want to

Air's gonna end and I'm just gonna die,

finally though.

But this time, I'm gonna end him,

before he starts to speak again.

Never liked him, always hated him,

like he cared about that,

he was just tricking my mind,

sometimes saying something.

This time, I'm not gonna let him to talk,

this time, I'm gonna end him,

for rest of my life.

Though it's been over two years now,

Still hating him, never wanted,

him to come back.

Why can't he just die?
Why can't he just e me be alone,
for a once?
Why can't I kill him?
Why

-Frankie